A while ago I had to honestly ask myself: Why is that the only thing that really turns me on is when the outside world is exactly the way that my inner state decided it has to be? And… How spoiled is that?
I realized that my mind has a preconceived notion that x y z will make me happy, that I’ll be ok WHEN… whatever. And almost everyone is unconsciously doing the same: setting up conditions that say “If…
